I think my life is burning itself down. I am having panic attack after panic attack. I am crying constantly. I can’t eat. I can’t appreciate the same things anymore. I can’t read. I can’t sleep. I can’t keep any food down. If this is it, this isnt what I expected. I hoped to be 27, famous, and missed. All I am now is 19, screwed and alone.
I Wanna Get Myself Back
April 28, 2008 · 1 Comment
Categories: Bitching
Tagged: death, lost, panic attack, sick
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K. // May 2, 2008 at 12:12 am
Lauren,
I know exactly how you feel. I was the golden boy. Had it all and slowly things started to slip away. I dont do drugs and hardly drink..its basically loosing yourself completely… I am trying now to really sit and prioritze what and who is important to me ..like really… there a lot of my friends I just dont want to waste time on and others I will cherish for a life time.. Im finally working on paying off my debts and saving at the same time to make a big move back to a place where I want to be… Listen hun we have all made mistakes,screw up,been dumped/cheated on, whatever etc.. but there is always a way to fix the way your feeling.. Take some time and think what is really worth it and what isnt.. I promise the minute you make a change and take a new direction you will feel 1000% better!!!
I hope this helps!
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